After four months of being a member in this swinger site, I finally decided to go for it. Before accidentally tripping over the site, I had no idea such lifestyle even existed. The pop-up ad looked intriguing enough that I decided to take a look. What harm can it possibly do, right? I saw at least a couple of really yummy looking guys. Of course at this point, all I see is their killer abs but no face. I flirted a bit, sent a wink here and a smile there but not expecting anything really. To my surprise, the yummy guys replied and were very interested. I haven't even had any pictures up yet. When they asked for pictures, I took some from my digital camera on self-timer because hubby was too busy to take sexy pictures of me. When i brought up the whole idea to hubby, his reaction was one of disbelief. He said I would never do it, not in a million years. Not his sweet, innocent, possessive and conservative wife. I said I'll show him and he just smirked.
It took me four long months to finally do anything about it. I was chicken for the most part. I thought that these guys are way too hot to want me. You have to know that I'm a mom of two little ones and my life was pretty much work and home. I've been married for 9 years then and I just didn't feel all that sexy and attractive anymore. So there was the insecurity and fear of rejection and the other factor that kept me from jumping in was the protection issue. I have never been a big fan of condoms, in fact, I hate them. I might as well use a dildo. It just doesn't feel that good for me. However, I couldn't very well just ignore the health risk of having multiple sex partners. I'm sure the few minutes of pleasure won't be worth contracting sexually transmitted disease. There was no way I was going out there unprotected, not with two young children at home who need me.
So I made peace with myself and using condom and now have a favorite brand. Trojan Supra is the best if you ask me. It's super thin and it's latex-free. I swear it doesn't feel like it's there. My eyes just roll at the back of my head during penetration. So the swinging begins.
weaving lately
2 weeks ago
Trojan Supra is the best!!! It feels like your not using one!!!
ReplyDeleteFirst of all, you have nice lips, and by the way you write, it seems like you have a laid back personality, who in the hell wouldn't want to get with you? Dildo sucks!! I use a vibrated and still would prefer some warm, real dick!!:-) Damn!! I wish I had the courage to swing.....:-(
Did you check out the site I sent you awhile ago? She is a major swinger!! check it out! if you don't have it, ill send you the site again.
We should start a Supra Fan Club. *giggle*
ReplyDeleteIf you're ever in the "swing" of things, you would be a unicorn and that my dear is very precious. Single girls are always in demand. If you're interested, I can give you the site that I'm a member of so you can look around. :)
LOL Yay! Supra Fan Club!! Seriously, I haven't fucked for a year now!! ( in August 8th is a year), since my last boyfriend. Thank god for the Bunz, aka dildo. But seriously, im such a pussy with those things, I think I need to loosin' up!
ReplyDeleteDang girl! Don't let cobwebs and mold take over. lol! kidding.
ReplyDeleteOne thing that really helped me decide to jump in was seeing old people's profile. I didn't want to wait until then before I finally tried it because I won't be able to get hot guys anymore, just old men. :) Anyway, no pressure. Sounds like you're really interested though. You should just take a look around. If anything, you'll have yourself an eye-exercise. :)
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